Rich Bitch.

I bought this white and pink fennec fox today... Because (:


I hate it when people say or assume I'm just a spoiled rich bitch who went to a private boarding school. Well, the most part of it is true, but just because I come from a well-off family doesn't make me spoiled. If you had just as many material possessions as I do, would you still call me a brat? I don't think so.

I think I would have appreciated it if my parents had shown me actual love when I was a kid instead of punishing me for the smallest things and getting pissed off if my grandfather took me and Aidan out for dinner and bought us presents. If they had just spent more time with me instead of locking me down in their offices, I wouldn't regard it as a bad thing to be around them. If they had just talked to me and my brother during the 15 compulsory minutes of dinner every night, instead of texting business partners or talking to each other about yoga, one of us, even both of us could have turned out right.

We wouldn't feel the need to buy our partners and friends expensive gifts to show we care and we wouldn't expect the same treatment back. Just because I bought my boyfriend phones, MP3s, tattoos, countless shirts, pants, shorts and pairs of shoes to show my appreciation, doesn't make me materialistic.

I'm 20 in a couple of months and I don't even want a family. All I have is my brother and we're the only family we need. We never spoke during dinner and we never ate. We just waited for it to be over and then sneaked out to get pizza or McDonald's, and we would sit in my room and smoke and watch movies or whatever.

Mom used to bar me from staying over at friends' houses cos I would come home crying because I saw how real parents treated their kids and I knew it was nowhere near how my parents treated me.

I get 3000 bucks a month in allowance but everyone else has what I really wanted. Everyone else has a family.