Put your, AAAAAAAARMS around meeeh! Your dinner lady arms.

Believe It Or Not I'm Not Only Happy When It Rains

Ugh, maaaaaan. I woke up this afternoon (no shit, I went back to sleep after Layne left, did you think I was going to stay up pining over him?!) and it was all sunny and shit and I was happy for it! But as soon as I got out of the shower to do my hair and makeup and stuff it started pouring down.

Boyfriends And Such

And then I got a call from Boob saying she had to bail on me tonight on account of some shit to do with her boyfriend. We were supposed to see The Princess And The Frog and I was really excited about it! Ugh I despise it when you lose friends the second they get a boyfriend or whatever. Sofriggingay.

My Counselor

Well I'm not gonna sit here and egriege about it cos my counselor's got me thinking Nothing is ever anyone's fault but mine, so maybe I should have been a better friend, I should have been born black, I should have been more interesting, I should have crashed vehicles into other vehicles.... BLAH! I should have NOTHING. My counselor also says that people change and that nobody has an obligation to me. Goddammit life is hard when you're trying to believe nobody is at fault when you've spent almost 20 years knowing everything is everyone's fault.

So yeah at the moment I'm all dressed up with nowhere to go.

Last thing that made me smile: Fabio's text message.

Next prospective hair colour: Blue. Everyone's going pink and I don't wanna be associated with you losers, so I'm going blue even though pink is my favourite colour.

Cutest thing in my room: Pedro the frog. He's a cat toy but he was too adorable to give to the cat so I hung him up on my dressing table mirror. HE'S SHINY! :D